Deep Thoughts...

Sometimes, I wonder if there are naked pictures of me floating around on the internet.

There's pretty much no way there could be, be still, I wonder about it just the same.

That's how I roll!

While I like the sleek look of this blog layout, the all black motif is depressing me a little bit. It seems a little gloom and doom, no?

I've spent a lot of time today thinking about what I want to do with my life. In a perfect world, I know exactly what I'd do but there is one little question that keeps popping into my head: How big is too big? This dream, this hope I have for the future is something that I've wanted for a very long time but is it even within the realm of possibility? Is there any way that I could actually make this a reality? A way of life? Something that could support myself and other people? I'm not even sure how to go about thinking about getting started! See, the main problem is that at times it seems like this dream of mmine is too big. I don't know if I can handle it all by myself. But, like everything else, I guess I won't really know until I try, right?

This week I propose that you feel gratitude for every person who has ever told you that you were inadequate, that there was something wrong with you, that you would never amount to anything. You might even carry out a little ceremony in which you bow down to an altar containing their photos or slips of paper on which their names are written. And why am I suggesting this? Because those jerks helped motivate you to become as cool as you are. And if I'm reading the omens correctly, it's time to summon a huge new burst of creative energy as you disprove their misbegotten ideas about you even more completely.


I apologize for the lack of updating and for the fact the this now makes two entries based on my horoscope, but honestly? This is one of the best ones ever. So in order to keep the karmic ball moving, I'm going to shout out a mass "Thanks!" to everyone who tried so hard to keep me down. To all of the folks who said "You can't do that" or "Prove me wrong" or "You don't have what it takes" I thank you.

But you can still kiss my grits.